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Archive for “September, 2005”

a little boy-fantasy fiction

Thursday, September 29th, 2005

this part of my second teen novel (not that i’ve finished the first one, but it’s being held prisonr on my old laptop, so i can’t work on it at the moment). i had a dream about shia lebeouf (i think i’m obsessed and i got out of bed at 6:45 and wrote this. i […]


RIP, green backpack

Thursday, September 29th, 2005

there was something it wanted to write about . . .
oh. so i go to payless to look at shoes to wear to the rosh hashanah service (what, by the way, does one wear to a rosh service?) and i’m syanding in the aisle trying stuff on and and then i pick up my […]


shia + me 4ever!

Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

i wrote fiction yesterday, so i didn’t feel like writing here.
i heart shia lebeouf. i’m even thinking about going to see that gaggy golf movie because he’s in it.
knitting was awesome last night; i’m actually working on my hat!! woo hoo! so excited.
bunny said today that she doesn’t believe in taking mental […]


i’m not the only freak!

Monday, September 26th, 2005

i talked to my best friend truck this afternoon. she was telling me about when she first started on prozac, and how she just felt  "lifted" somehow. which is exactly how i feel.
i told my therapist about the horrible dr butthole experience and she rolled her eyes and said, "you know, i have told him […]


2nd attempt

Sunday, September 25th, 2005

fuck.
i just finished writing an entry and i was going to save it and i accidentally hit command-q instead of command-s. so now i have to do it again.
here’s the gist: felt speedy at brunch. now feel mostly normal, but a little speedy still, like i had a tiny bit too much caffeine. […]


beach good, bread bad

Saturday, September 24th, 2005

we went to the dog beach at gardiner park on long island. it was AWESOME until the part where both dogs fell into the mucky marshy part of the beach and emerged covered in black ooze. or maybe that was the awesomest part? loads of fun, and i made a pan bagnat to take along, […]


day 1 of my new wellbutrin-ized life

Saturday, September 24th, 2005

i’m itchy.
i don’t know if it;s a direct result of the drug, or if it’s me freaking out about taking a pharmatropic substance, but the simple fact is: i’m itchy.
of course, when i wa itchy and hot a few hours ago,  i immediately thought i was going into anaphylactic shock, which i think […]